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When I write I don't feel stupid
Matter of fact, writing makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. Being able to express how I'm feeling without having to be verbal. There's no stuttering and It feels like real art. It's showing and sharing my writing that's the problem. Who I am when I write and who I am when I speak are two completely different people. Sharing anything I do creatively with people causes me to realize how many mistakes I made and that sharing how I feel IS the biggest mistake. Why am I of all people being venerable?? Me? No. Especially to close friends and people who care about me.
So I keep what I write a secret
Maybe I am ashamed of feeling
But I love expressing myself
I feel like a walking contradiction
Matter of fact, writing makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. Being able to express how I'm feeling without having to be verbal. There's no stuttering and It feels like real art. It's showing and sharing my writing that's the problem. Who I am when I write and who I am when I speak are two completely different people. Sharing anything I do creatively with people causes me to realize how many mistakes I made and that sharing how I feel IS the biggest mistake. Why am I of all people being venerable?? Me? No. Especially to close friends and people who care about me.
So I keep what I write a secret
Maybe I am ashamed of feeling
But I love expressing myself
I feel like a walking contradiction