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I feel like a real a loser
I've made up this idealized version of myself and get baffled when I look into the mirror and don't see her.
I act so different towards people I like and I'm so paranoid that the real me will start slipping through the cracks, everyone'll start hating me & I'll be alone forever...
I've made up this idealized version of myself and get baffled when I look into the mirror and don't see her.
I act so different towards people I like and I'm so paranoid that the real me will start slipping through the cracks, everyone'll start hating me & I'll be alone forever...